crash&burn.

Waking up too late is my specialty, which means I usually avoid the time of morning when people are eating.

I made myself half a packet of oatmeal(65) with too much water, so it was like oat soup.

Before my mom's doctor appointment, I was in the kitchen for nearly an hour trying to figure out what I could eat for lunch. By now, it was actually three.

I was nearly to tears trying to decide on SOMETHING.

First, I made a salad and then stared at it for a long time, carrying it around with me, before dumping it in the trash.

I've been throwing so much food away, that I had to take out the garbage before anyone noticed.

For lunch I finally decided on two pieces of baby corn (11).

The whole time during my mother's appointment I was fidgeting,standing, sitting, standing again, worried that some doctor could spot the signs of an 'eating disorder' (which I don't have) in me.

When we got home at six, so I tried making tofu to eat.

I couldn't, so I 'dropped' it on the floor, thinking I was saved.

Of course, Mom wants Taco Bell again and orders me three times what I asked for. I asked for one bean and lettuce taco(170), and she got me TWO tacos and some 1/2 pound burrito shit.

I ate 30 percent of the terrible taco, which is 54 calories.

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