Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Dear Tiger-love,
I know you'll say I don't need to say this, but thank you.
Less of a thank you and more of just wanting to say I really appreciate you.
I worry you. I break down on you. I freak out over silly things and rely on you to help me fix it.
But you deal with me the best you can. You've never abandoned me. You've never given up because I was too much for you.
So, not thank you, but I appreciate you.
If it weren't for you, I'd have no reason to keep going. You're the only thing that holds me together. You give me strength. And I don't expect you to be invincible. That's the thing, we can take from each other and still give without being drained.

You're wonderful. You're beautiful. You're amazing. You're adorable/adorkable. You're my everything and I love you. So fucking much. More than all the stars in the sky and all the sand in the sea. Distance means nothing. Dirt and air doesn't keep me from saying goodnight to you every night or blabbing to you about every silly thing that happens. You're my best friend/hubby/wife/fellow Zombie Alliance Force member [...did we ever figure out if ZAF is for or against zombies?]. And, I love you, you know that. Unconditionally. You earned my love by being so freakishly amazing and there's nothing you could ever do to change that.

No matter what happens, you'll always have me. I promise. No matter what gets in the way. Even if we end up not being able to talk for a while, you still have me. Don't forget that.

1 comment:

  1. I don't know what to say <33333 I'd basically be repeating the same things back at you. So just take what you said, and change "Tiger" to "Ari" and pretend i'm saying it.
    [Also no, we didn't. I think ZAF is against them, though. Zombies against zombies, perhaps? That would work]

    And honestly, although not talking sucks....a lot... I think it might be a good idea for you to go to the hospital. I know you don't want to and it's scary and all that. But I think you might need to. I'm not saying this because i'm giving up, or anything remotely like that. I don't know, we can talk about this when I talk to you next, okay?

    I love you sosososossoo fucking much. More than anything. At least as much as you love me. And you're all the loveliest things I could imagine. <333

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