twenty.

I want to be an animal.
I think I'd be happier like that, some animal that didn't care. Eat and sleep and fuck and not have to apologize for any of it.
I bet animals feel beautiful, too. Their bodies serve them, they don't decieve them. They never need to worry about how big or small their body is.
I'd be a jellyfish or a cat but mostly I'd want to be a jellyfish.
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breakfast:
Skipped.

lunch:
Binge. [2000] [purged]


dinner:
Binge [900] [purged]

snacks/other:


drinks:
3 cups ice water

exercise:
A walk.


harm:
jkdahwekahekjahjkeahkea.