It's not worth it.
I don't want to spend another day feeling like shit.
I have reasons to live.
I do. Stop fucking telling me I don't. I have drawings to draw. I have stories to write. I have my horse. I have places to go, all over the world. I have people to meet, all those people I miss but haven't met. I have my Tiger, and that's worth everything. I have her and if I let myself slip she'll slid right down with me.
I'm not going to die. I'm not going to do it. No pills or knives and no noose.
I won't do it. No matter how upset I am.
I won't dive headfirst back into my 'habits' either.
Let's fucking do this. Day one motivation is returning for day twenty-one
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i think you're a wonderful and beautiful girl and you should never ever think about killing yourself. you CAN do this and you will get through it. you've got so much left to give and so many people that don't even know you (myself included) love and care about you
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