May 6th
lunch - 1 medium granny smith (80)
snack - 1 baby carrot (5)
dinner - 1 package noodles (380)
snack - 1 pickle (20)
May 7th
lunch - 1 medium granny smith (80)
snack - 1 pickle (20)
dinner - 1/2 package noodles (190)
Calories 'saved' up: 225
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She tells me I am so bright to her, that she seems so dark to herself. I wish I could cut myself open and show her my insides. I told her I used to have an eating disorder. She said she had a dream I told her that.
We still stay up late. I
We have long conversations that wind into dawn. We talk of honesty and truth and human nature. We talk about ourselves, about each other. We explore each others personality. She tells me I am beautiful, I tell her she is incredible.
But the thing is, and it kills me, that I'm not close to her. We're not friends. Just almost-lovers. I wish this could work but it won't.
i won't let you say goodbye, and i'll be your reason why.
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