“I might be a weak person, but I can take pain.”
“It gets to a point where you really can’t operate any more as a human being – you can’t get out of bed, you can’t…make yourself a cup of coffee without something going badly wrong or your body’s too weak to walk.”
“When I cut myself I feel so much better. All the little things that might have been annoying me suddenly seem so trivial because I’m concentrating on the pain. I’m not a person who can scream and shout so this is my only outlet. It’s all done very logically.”
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Those quotes describe me. I'm guessing you use them to describe you as well... That makes me feel less alone, so thank you.
ReplyDeleteWe're also both out of control..
I know I need to stop. I no longer aim at my legs, but it's now my wrist.. You also need to get better... You are NOT a fuck up. I have yet to read a fact that back that statement up. You are one creative girl. You're talented in the arts area, every bit of it.
Just thought you should know..
Thank you very much for this. <3
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope you know you can always talk to me if you want support or just to rant. <3
By the way, the quotes are from Richey Edwards.