2. Recently healed [a month ago] scars. They're purple in the middle and yellow around the edges.
3. The bigger scars on my shoulder. They're about eight months old.
4. From the past three months, on my right leg.
5. Dark ones from the past three months, lighter ones from three years ago [can't be seen in a photo].
6. Four months old. Right thigh. Lighter ones from grade .
7. Scars on my wrist. Suicide attempt, early 2009. I don't know why I even did this. I did something stupid and I decided to slash my wrists, I think. I don't even remember it. I remember calling S and crying afterwards, though. The next day she almost knocked me down in the hall with a hug. She wouldn't let go of me. She cried. I think it was because I was fasting, I tend to be more destructive then. I'm going to get something done to these as they're really embarrassing. A laser remove thing-y, but I'm going to pay for it because I really don't want to make my parents.
8. Burns above my knee. They were done at a party. I asked Rocky if I could borrow his lighter. Locked myself in the bathroom. Everyone kept going in the bathroom afterwards and asking what the smell was. Later I locked myself in the garage. People were concerned, stayed at the door the entire time. I used a nail from a jar to cut my leg. I shouldn't go places when I'm a wreck.
9. Seven months old, on my left ankle. People ask about these a lot because they're the ones people see. They get so concerned, when really they're probably the lightest ones I have from this year. Dakota saw these when they were fresh and bandaged them for me. I freaked out because I didn't want her to see.
[I'll probably take this down later...Or make it private.]
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