I got in a fight with Mom. Again.
I must not forget that I never do anything right.
do it. just fucking do it. this is who you are. this is what you are. you are fucking worthless. worth nothing at all. unworthy of love or nutrition or comfort.
so just fucking DO. IT. cut. cut through all your skin. all of it, see every layer of flesh. bleed.
eat. eat all the fucking food you bought. purge. make your stomach hurt. hurt yourself. destroy yourself. just fucking do it already.
you know you'll do it eventually. you know you will. you always come back.
good girl, you did it. now repeat.
i won't let you say goodbye, and i'll be your reason why.
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