food/drinks:
2 cups candy cane lane tea, black
Scrambled tofu with organic spinach, tomatoes, zucchini, onions, potatoes, mushrooms, carrots, garlic, seasalt, black pepper, and hashbrowns [325] [it looked disgusting, tasted wonderful]
3 cups water
3 cups water
1 sweet roll [100]
other:
4 cigarettes
2 pieces raspberry sorbet gum [10]
total calories: 429, so far
exercise:
20 minutes hiking, uphill
harm [day 3]:
None. :3
notes:
adjwhajkehkjaw. I have no appetite. I'm hungry but everything looks horrible. :C I'm eating because I'm like HEY, YOU SHOULD EAT, but akawehjkawehjkaea.
I actually cried last night because I was frustrated that Tiger isn't here. It's silly to cry over dirt and air, seriously.I dreamed that I was running through a circus. I was trying to find someone. My arm was uncovered. People were laughing and pointing at my cuts.
I dreamed that I took a dress, a bronze bandage dress, off of a doll and it fit me and you could see all the bones in my chest, all the ribs.
I WAS there, though <3
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud of you, y'know that? I really, really am. Keep it up, Love. You can do this <3
Also, you're not a freak and you don't belong in a circus. Dreams, STFU and GTFO.
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I love you and you're gorgeous. <3333333