Monday, November 22, 2010

120. one-twenty. one hundred twenty.

I've gained fifteen pounds.
I feel sick.
I feel buried under my skin.
I want to lose it. In ten days I could lose it all if I worked out for four hours a day and had green beans and diet coke and tea with splenda and nothing else.
I want to lose it all and more. Under my old weight, my low weight, and downdowndown.
I just want changing numbers. Fuck.

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