crash&burn.

i won't let you say goodbye, and i'll be your reason why.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

3 liters water = +0

Lots of pizza = +2570

exercise = -1500

weight = +0.605 lbs

Started to purge. Threw up blood. Stopped. Cried.

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Crash and Burn

when you feel all alone and the world has turned its back on you,

give me a moment please to tame your wild, wild heart.

i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you.

it's hard to find relief and people can be so cold.

when darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore, let me be the one you call.

if you jump i'll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night.

if you need to fall apart, i can mend a broken heart.

if you need to crash then crash and burn, you're not alone.

when you feel all alone and a loyal friend is hard to find,

you're caught in a one way street with the monsters in your head.

when your hopes and dreams are far away and you feel like you can't face the day.

let me be the one you call.

if you jump i'll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night.

if you need to fall apart, i can mend a broken heart.

if you need to crash then crash and burn, you're not alone.

'cause there has always been heartache and pain,

and when it's over you'll breathe again, you'll breathe again.
when you feel all alone and the world has turned its back on you,

give me a moment please to tame your wild, wild heart.

let me be the one you call,

if you jump I'll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night.

if you need to fall apart, i can mend a broken heart.

if you need to crash then crash and burn, you're not alone.

The Last Night

you come to me with scars on your wrist,

you tell me this will be the last night feeling like this.

"i just came to say goodbye, i didn't want you to see me cry.

i'm fine." but i know it's a lie.

this is the last night you'll spend alone,

look me in the eyes so i know you know.

i'm everywhere you want me to be.

the last night you'll spend alone,

i'll wrap you in my arms and i won't let go.

i'm everything you need me to be.

your parents say everything is your fault,

but they don't know you like i know you,

they don't know you at all.

"i'm so sick of when they say:

it's just a phase you'll be okay,

you're fine." but i know it's a lie.

this is the last night you'll spend alone,

look me in the eyes so i know you know.

i'm everywhere you want me to be.

the last night you'll spend alone,

i'll wrap you in my arms and i won't let go.

i'm everything you need me to be.

the night is so long when everything's wrong.

if you give me your hand, i will help you hold on.

tonight, tonight.

i won't let you say goodbye,

and i'll be your reason why.

the last night away from me,

away from me.

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