Sunday, July 18, 2010

[morning]
   It doesn't even really matter anymore, does it?
   It's too hard to hide it. I don't have the energy to hide it.
   Was I ever even really fooling anyone, anyways? No.
Yesterday, -0.300 lbs.

[night]
1 packet oatmeal = +150 calories
2 baby carrots = +10 calories
1/2 bottle diet soda = +3.5 calories
2 small slices pizza w/o cheese = +340 calories
exercise = -1590 calories
weight = -0.3 lbs

i lied. hiding is worth it.
    the game is carefully planned. Peel off cheese while no one is looking. I would've seemed insane if anyone had looked, shoving greasy cheese down the back of my underwear. The doctors taught my parents to look for bulging pockets and napkins after meals, but not backs of underwear for sure.

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