Sunday, May 09, 2010

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I feel like this is my size. Not even this size, though. I feel bigger, I feel like I take up too much space. I feel inhuman.

I'm ten pounds less than I was at my appointment.
I didn't believe it so I weighed something I know the weight of. 1.55 liters of water is three pounds. Laid on its side, the scale registered three pounds.
My heart skips a beat. I add five pounds on to what it says my weight is, just in case.

We took Mom to a buffet. I ate 1180.3 calories. My mom kept putting crap on my plate. I yelled at her for the spring roll. I'm a horrible daughter.
"Why do you always act like it's the worst thing in existence when we have to eat?"
I think you know, Mom.

I'm going to work out more later. My current deficit is 520.

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