I made it again.
But this time, I'm not proud.
I feel sick.
I was up all night running to the bathroom because apparently I'm not processing the food right...Ew.
But...I'm even more ashamed now. I hurt myself last night over my normal day of eating, even though I tried for it.
I carved 'fat' into my thigh, and cut my other leg twice.
I can't look at myself in the mirror today. Last night, I accidentally did and I couldn't handle what I saw.
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